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For this session we read a poem “Final Poem for My Father Misnamed in My Mouth” by Phillip B. Williams, posted below.

Our prompt was: “Write about Fatherlight.”

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Final Poem for My Father Misnamed in My Mouth by Phillip B. Williams

Sunlight still holds you and gives

your shapelessness to every room.

By noon, the kitchen catches your hands,

misshapen sunrays. The windows

have your eyes. Taken from me,

your body. I reorder my life with

absence. You are everywhere now

where once I could not find you

even in your own body. Death means

everything has become

possible. I’ve been told I have

your ways, your laughter haunts my mother

from my throat. Everything

is possible. Fatherlight

washes over the kitchen floor.

I try to hold a bit of kindness

for the dead and make of memory

a sponge to wash your corpse.

Your name is not addict or sir.

This is not a dream: you died

and were buried three times. Once,

after my birth. Again, against

your hellos shedding into closing doors,

your face a mask I placed over my face.

The final time, you beneath my feet. Was I

buried with you then? I will not call

what you had left anything

other than gone and sweet perhaps. I am

not your junior, but I fell in love

with being your son. Now what? Possibility

was a bird I once knew. It had one wing.

Credit: Phillip B. Williams