ฮ–ฯ‰ฮฝฯ„ฮฑฮฝฮฎ ฯƒฯ…ฮฝฮตฮดฯฮฏฮฑ ฮฑฯ†ฮทฮณฮทฮผฮฑฯ„ฮนฮบฮฎฯ‚ ฮนฮฑฯ„ฯฮนฮบฮฎฯ‚: ฮคฮตฯ„ฮฌฯฯ„ฮท 2 ฮ”ฮตฮบฮตฮผฮฒฯฮฏฮฟฯ…, 8:30 pm EEST

ฮฃฮฑฯ‚ ฮตฯ…ฯ‡ฮฑฯฮนฯƒฯ„ฮฟฯฮผฮต ฯ€ฮฟฯ… ฯƒฯ…ฮผฮผฮตฯ„ฮตฮฏฯ‡ฮฑฯ„ฮต ฯƒฮต ฮฑฯ…ฯ„ฮฎฮฝ ฯ„ฮท ฯƒฯ…ฮฝฮตฮดฯฮฏฮฑ.

ฮšฮตฮฏฮผฮตฮฝฮฟ:ย ฮฮฏฮบฮฟฯ‚ ฮšฮฑฮถฮฑฮฝฯ„ฮถฮฌฮบฮทฯ‚,ย ฮ‘ฮฝฮฑฯ†ฮฟฯฮฌ ฯƒฯ„ฮฟฮฝ ฮ“ฮบฯฮญฮบฮฟย (ฮฑฯ€ฯŒฯƒฯ€ฮฑฯƒฮผฮฑ ฮฑฯ€ฯŒ ฯ„ฮฟ ฮบฮตฯ†ฮฌฮปฮฑฮนฮฟ ยซฮ— ฮผฮฌฮฝฮฑยป). ฮ‘ฮธฮฎฮฝฮฑ: ฮตฮบฮด. ฮ•ฮป. ฮšฮฑฮถฮฑฮฝฯ„ฮถฮฌฮบฮท, 1964.ย 

ฮ˜ฮญฮผฮฑ: ฮ“ฯฮฌฯˆฯ„ฮต ฮณฮนฮฑ ฯ„ฮท ฮผฯ…ฯฯ‰ฮดฮนฮฌ ฯ„ฯ‰ฮฝ ฮฑฮฝฮฑฮผฮฝฮฎฯƒฮตฯ‰ฮฝ.

ฮฃฯฮฝฯ„ฮฟฮผฮฑ ฮธฮฑ ฮผฮฟฮนฯฮฑฯƒฯ„ฮฟฯฮผฮต ฯ€ฮตฯฮนฯƒฯƒฯŒฯ„ฮตฯฮตฯ‚ ฯ€ฮปฮทฯฮฟฯ†ฮฟฯฮฏฮตฯ‚ ฯƒฯ‡ฮตฯ„ฮนฮบฮฌ ฮผฮต ฮฑฯ…ฯ„ฮฎฮฝ ฯ„ฮท ฯƒฯ…ฮฝฮตฮดฯฮฏฮฑ, ฮณฮน โ€˜ฮฑฯ…ฯ„ฯŒ ฮตฯ€ฮนฯƒฯ„ฯฮญฯˆฯ„ฮต ฮพฮฑฮฝฮฌ.

ฮฃฮฑฯ‚ ฯ€ฯฮฟฯƒฮบฮฑฮปฮฟฯฮผฮต ฮฝฮฑ ฮผฮฟฮนฯฮฑฯƒฯ„ฮตฮฏฯ„ฮต ฯ„ฮฑ ฮณฯฮฑฯ€ฯ„ฮฌ ฯƒฮฑฯ‚ ฮผฮฑฮถฮฏ ฮผฮฑฯ‚ ฯ€ฮฑฯฮฑฮบฮฌฯ„ฯ‰.

ฮšฮฑฮปฮฟฯฮผฮต ฯŒฮปฮตฯ‚ ฮบฮฑฮน ฯŒฮปฮฟฯ…ฯ‚ ฯ€ฮฟฯ… ฯƒฯ…ฮผฮผฮตฯ„ฮตฮฏฯ‡ฮฑฯ„ฮต ฮฝฮฑ ฮผฮฟฮนฯฮฑฯƒฯ„ฮตฮฏฯ„ฮต ฯŒฯƒฮฑ ฮณฯฮฌฯˆฮฑฯ„ฮต ฮบฮฑฯ„ฮฌ ฯ„ฮท ฮดฮนฮฌฯฮบฮตฮนฮฑ ฯ„ฮทฯ‚ ฯƒฯ…ฮฝฮตฮดฯฮฏฮฑฯ‚ ฮผฮฑฯ‚ ฯ€ฮฑฯฮฑฮบฮฌฯ„ฯ‰ (โ€œLeave a replyโ€) ฮบฮฑฮน ฮฝฮฑ ฮบฯฮฑฯ„ฮฎฯƒฮฟฯ…ฮผฮต ฮฑฯ…ฯ„ฮฎ ฯ„ฮทฮฝ ฯ„ฯŒฯƒฮฟ ฮตฮฝฮดฮนฮฑฯ†ฮญฯฮฟฯ…ฯƒฮฑ ฯƒฯ…ฮถฮฎฯ„ฮทฯƒฮฎ ฮผฮฑฯ‚ ฮถฯ‰ฮฝฯ„ฮฑฮฝฮฎ, ฯ…ฯ€ฮตฮฝฮธฯ…ฮผฮฏฮถฮฟฮฝฯ„ฮฌฯ‚ ฯƒฮฑฯ‚, ฮฒฮตฮฒฮฑฮฏฯ‰ฯ‚, ฯŒฯ„ฮน ฮฑฯ…ฯ„ฮฎ ฮตฮฏฮฝฮฑฮน ฮผฮนฮฑ ฮดฮทฮผฯŒฯƒฮนฮฑ ฯ€ฮปฮฑฯ„ฯ†ฯŒฯฮผฮฑ ฮบฮฑฮน ฮท ฯ€ฯฯŒฯƒฮฒฮฑฯƒฮท ฮฑฮฝฮฟฮนฯ‡ฯ„ฮฎ ฯƒฯ„ฮฟ ฮบฮฟฮนฮฝฯŒ.

ฮ˜ฮฑ ฮธฮญฮปฮฑฮผฮต ฮฝฮฑ ฮผฮฌฮธฮฟฯ…ฮผฮต ฯ€ฮตฯฮนฯƒฯƒฯŒฯ„ฮตฯฮฑ  ฮณฮนฮฑ ฯ„ฮทฮฝ ฮตฮผฯ€ฮตฮนฯฮฏฮฑ ฯƒฮฑฯ‚ ฮผฮต ฮฑฯ…ฯ„ฮญฯ‚ ฯ„ฮนฯ‚ ฯƒฯ…ฮฝฮตฮดฯฮฏฮตฯ‚. ฮ‘ฮฝ ฯ„ฮฟ ฮตฯ€ฮนฮธฯ…ฮผฮตฮฏฯ„ฮต, ฯ€ฮฑฯฮฑฮบฮฑฮปฮฟฯฮผฮต ฮฑฯ†ฮนฮตฯฯŽฯƒฯ„ฮต ฮปฮฏฮณฮฟ ฯ‡ฯฯŒฮฝฮฟ ฯƒฮต ฮผฮนฮฑ ฯƒฯฮฝฯ„ฮฟฮผฮท ฮญฯฮตฯ…ฮฝฮฑ ฮดฯฮฟ ฮตฯฯ‰ฯ„ฮฎฯƒฮตฯ‰ฮฝ!

ฮ‘ฮบฮฟฮปฮฟฯ…ฮธฮฎฯƒฯ„ฮต ฯ„ฮฟฮฝ ฯƒฯฮฝฮดฮตฯƒฮผฮฟ: https://tinyurl.com/nmedg-survey


ฮฮฏฮบฮฟฯ‚ ฮšฮฑฮถฮฑฮฝฯ„ฮถฮฌฮบฮทฯ‚, ฮ‘ฮฝฮฑฯ†ฮฟฯฮฌ ฯƒฯ„ฮฟฮฝ ฮ“ฮบฯฮญฮบฮฟ (ฮฑฯ€ฯŒฯƒฯ€ฮฑฯƒฮผฮฑ ฮฑฯ€ฯŒ ฯ„ฮฟ ฮบฮตฯ†ฮฌฮปฮฑฮนฮฟ ยซฮ— ฮผฮฌฮฝฮฑยป). ฮ‘ฮธฮฎฮฝฮฑ: ฮตฮบฮด. ฮ•ฮป. ฮšฮฑฮถฮฑฮฝฯ„ฮถฮฌฮบฮท, 1964. 

ฮŸฮน ฯŽฯฮตฯ‚ ฯ€ฮฟฯ… ฯ€ฮตฯฮฝฮฟฯฯƒฮฑ ฮผฮต ฯ„ฮท ฮผฮทฯ„ฮญฯฮฑ ฮผฮฟฯ… ฮฎฯ„ฮฑฮฝ ฮณฮตฮผฮฌฯ„ฮตฯ‚ ฮผฯ…ฯƒฯ„ฮฎฯฮนฮฟ โ€“ ฮบฮฑฮธฯŒฮผฮฑฯƒฯ„ฮฑฮฝ ฮฟ ฮญฮฝฮฑฯ‚ ฮฑฮฝฯ„ฮฏฮบฯฮฑ ฯƒฯ„ฮฟฮฝ ฮฌฮปฮปฮฟ, ฮตฮบฮตฮฏฮฝฮท ฯƒฮต ฮบฮฑฯฮญฮบฮปฮฑ ฯ€ฮปฮฌฮน ฯƒฯ„ฮฟ ฯ€ฮฑฯฮฌฮธฯ…ฯฮฟ, ฮตฮณฯŽ ฯƒฯ„ฮฟ ฯƒฮบฮฑฮผฮฝฮฌฮบฮน ฮผฮฟฯ…, ฮบฮน ฮญฮฝฮนฯ‰ฮธฮฑ, ฮผฮญฯƒฮฑ ฯƒฯ„ฮท ฯƒฮนฯ‰ฯ€ฮฎ, ฯ„ฮฟ ฯƒฯ„ฮฎฮธฮฟฯ‚ ฮผฮฟฯ… ฮฝฮฑ ฮณฮตฮผฮฏฮถฮตฮน ฮบฮฑฮน ฮฝฮฑ ฯ‡ฮฟฯฯ„ฮฑฮฏฮฝฮตฮน, ฯƒฮฑฮฝ ฮฝฮฑ โ€˜ฯ„ฮฑฮฝ ฮฟ ฮฑฮณฮญฯฮฑฯ‚ ฮฑฮฝฮฌฮผฮตฯƒฮฌ ฮผฮฑฯ‚ ฮณฮฌฮปฮฑ ฮบฮฑฮน ฮฒฯฮถฮฑฮนฮฝฮฑ.

ฮ‘ฯ€ฯŒ ฯ€ฮฌฮฝฯ‰ ฮผฮฑฯ‚ ฮฎฯ„ฮฑฮฝ ฮท ฮณฮฑฮถฮฏฮฑ, ฮบฮน ฯŒฯ„ฮฑฮฝ ฮฎฯ„ฮฑฮฝ ฮฑฮฝฮธฮนฯƒฮผฮญฮฝฮท, ฮท ฮฑฯ…ฮปฮฎ ฮผฮฟฯƒฮบฮฟฮผฯฯฮนฮถฮต.

ฮ‘ฮณฮฑฯ€ฮฟฯฯƒฮฑ ฯ€ฮฟฯ… ฯ„ฮฑ ฮตฯ…ฯ‰ฮดฮฌฯ„ฮฑ ฮบฮฏฯ„ฯฮนฮฝฮฑ ฮปฮฟฯ…ฮปฮฟฯฮดฮนฮฑ ฯ„ฮทฯ‚, ฯ„ฮฑ โ€˜ฮฒฮฑฮถฮต ฮท ฮผฮทฯ„ฮญฯฮฑ ฮผฮฟฯ… ฯƒฯ„ฮนฯ‚ ฮบฮฑฯƒฮญฮปฮตฯ‚ ฮบฮฑฮน ฯ„ฮฑ ฮตฯƒฯŽฯฮฟฯ…ฯ‡ฮฌ ฮผฮฑฯ‚, ฯ„ฮฑ ฯƒฮตฮฝฯ„ฯŒฮฝฮนฮฑ ฮผฮฑฯ‚, ฯŒฮปฮท ฮผฮฟฯ… ฮท ฯ€ฮฑฮนฮดฮนฮบฮฎ ฮทฮปฮนฮบฮฏฮฑ ฮผฯฯฮนฮถฮต ฮณฮฑฮถฮฏฮฑ.

ฮœฮนฮปฮฟฯฯƒฮฑฮผฮต, ฯ€ฮฟฮปฮปฮญฯ‚ ฮฎฯƒฯ…ฯ‡ฮตฯ‚ ฮบฮฟฯ…ฮฒฮญฮฝฯ„ฮตฯ‚, ฯ€ฯŒฯ„ฮต ฮท ฮผฮทฯ„ฮญฯฮฑ ฮผฮฟฯ… ฮดฮทฮณฯŒฯ„ฮฑฮฝ ฮณฮนฮฑ ฯ„ฮฟฮฝ ฯ€ฮฑฯ„ฮญฯฮฑ ฯ„ฮทฯ‚, ฮณฮนฮฑ ฯ„ฮฟ ฯ‡ฯ‰ฯฮนฯŒ ฯ€ฮฟฯ… ฮณฮตฮฝฮฝฮฎฮธฮทฮบฮต, ฮบฮฑฮน ฯ€ฯŒฯ„ฮต ฮตฮณฯŽ ฯ„ฮทฯ‚ ฯƒฯ„ฮฟฯฮฟฯฯƒฮฑ ฯ„ฮฟฯ…ฯ‚ ฮฒฮฏฮฟฯ…ฯ‚ ฯ„ฯ‰ฮฝ ฮฑฮณฮฏฯ‰ฮฝ ฯ€ฮฟฯ… ฮตฮฏฯ‡ฮฑ ฮดฮนฮฑฮฒฮฌฯƒฮตฮน, ฮบฮฑฮน ฮพฯŒฮผฯ€ฮปฮนฮฑฮถฮฑ ฯ„ฮท ฮถฯ‰ฮฎ ฯ„ฮฟฯ…ฯ‚ ฮผฮต ฯ„ฮท ฯ†ฮฑฮฝฯ„ฮฑฯƒฮฏฮฑ ฮผฮฟฯ…, ฮดฮต ฮผโ€™ ฮญฯ†ฯ„ฮฑฮฝฮฑฮฝ ฯ„ฮฑ ฮผฮฑฯฯ„ฯฯฮนฮฌ ฯ„ฮฟฯ…ฯ‚, ฮญฮฒฮฑฮถฮฑ ฮบฮน ฮฑฯ€ฯŒ ฮดฮนฮบฮฟฯ ฮผฮฟฯ…, ฯ‰ฯƒฯŒฯ„ฮฟฯ… ฮญฯ€ฮฑฮนฯฮฝฮฑฮฝ ฯ„ฮท ฮผฮทฯ„ฮญฯฮฑ ฮผฮฟฯ… ฯ„ฮฑ ฮบฮปฮฌฮผฮฑฯ„ฮฑ, ฯ„ฮท ฮปฯ…ฯ€ฯŒฮผฮฟฯ…ฮฝฮฑ, ฮบฮฌฮธฮนฮถฮฑ ฯƒฯ„ฮฑ ฮณฯŒฮฝฮฑฯ„ฮฌ ฯ„ฮทฯ‚, ฯ„ฮทฯ‚ ฯ‡ฮฌฮนฮดฮตฯ…ฮฑ ฯ„ฮฑ ฮผฮฑฮปฮปฮนฮฌ ฮบฮฑฮน ฯ„ฮทฮฝ ฯ€ฮฑฯฮทฮณฮฟฯฮฟฯฯƒฮฑ:

โ€“ ฮœฯ€ฮฎฮบฮฑฮฝ ฯƒฯ„ฮฟฮฝ ฮ ฮฑฯฮฌฮดฮตฮนฯƒฮฟ, ฮผฮทฯ„ฮญฯฮฑ, ฮผฮท ฯƒฯ„ฮตฮฝฮฑฯ‡ฯ‰ฯฮนฮญฯƒฮฑฮน, ฯƒฮตฯฮณฮนฮฑฮฝฮฏฮถฮฟฯ…ฮฝ ฮบฮฌฯ„ฯ‰ ฮฑฯ€ฯŒ ฮฑฮฝฮธฮนฯƒฮผฮญฮฝฮฑ ฮดฮญฮฝฯ„ฯฮฑ, ฮบฮฟฯ…ฮฒฮตฮฝฯ„ฮนฮฌฮถฮฟฯ…ฮฝ ฮผฮต ฯ„ฮฟฯ…ฯ‚ ฮฑฮณฮณฮญฮปฮฟฯ…ฯ‚ ฮบฮฑฮน ฮพฮญฯ‡ฮฑฯƒฮฑฮฝ ฯ„ฮฑ ฮฒฮฌฯƒฮฑฮฝฮฌ ฯ„ฮฟฯ…ฯ‚. ฮšฮฑฮน ฮบฮฌฮธฮต ฮšฯ…ฯฮนฮฑฮบฮฎ ฮฒฮฌฮถฮฟฯ…ฮฝ ฯ‡ฯฯ…ฯƒฮฌ ฯฮฟฯฯ‡ฮฑ, ฮบฯŒฮบฮบฮนฮฝฮฑ ฮบฮฑฯƒฮบฮญฯ„ฮฑ ฮผฮต ฯ†ฮฟฯฮฝฯ„ฮตฯ‚ ฮบฮฑฮน ฯ€ฮฌฮฝฮต ฮฝฮฑ ฮบฮฌฮผฮฟฯ…ฮฝ ฮฒฮฏฮถฮนฯ„ฮฑ ฯƒฯ„ฮฟ ฮ˜ฮตฯŒ.

ฮšฮน ฮท ฮผฮทฯ„ฮญฯฮฑ ฯƒฯ†ฮฟฯฮณฮณฮนฮถฮต ฯ„ฮฑ ฮดฮฌฮบฯฯ…ฮฌ ฯ„ฮทฯ‚, ฮผฮต ฮบฮฟฮฏฯ„ฮฑฮถฮต ฯƒฮฑ ฮฝฮฑ ฮผฮฟฯ… ฮญฮปฮตฮณฮต:

ยซฮ‘ฮปฮฎฮธฮตฮนฮฑ ฮปฮตฯ‚;ยป ฮบฮฑฮน ฯ‡ฮฑฮผฮฟฮณฮตฮปฮฟฯฯƒฮต.

ฮšฮฑฮน ฯ„ฮฟ ฮบฮฑฮฝฮฑฯฮฏฮฝฮน, ฮผฮญฯƒฮฑ ฮฑฯ€ฯŒ ฯ„ฮฟ ฮบฮปฮฟฯ…ฮฒฮฏ ฯ„ฮฟฯ…, ฮผฮฑฯ‚ ฮฌฮบฮฟฯ…ฮณฮต, ฯƒฮฎฮบฯ‰ฮฝฮต ฯ„ฮฟ ฮปฮฑฮนฮผฯŒ ฮบฮฑฮน ฮบฮตฮปฮฑฮทฮดฮฟฯฯƒฮต ฮผฮตฮธฯ…ฯƒฮผฮญฮฝฮฟ, ฮตฯ…ฯ‡ฮฑฯฮนฯƒฯ„ฮทฮผฮญฮฝฮฟ, ฯƒฮฑฮฝ ฮฝฮฑ โ€˜ฯ‡ฮต ฮฑฯ†ฮฎฯƒฮตฮน ฮผฮนฮฑ ฯƒฯ„ฮนฮณฮผฮฎ ฯ„ฮฟฯ…ฯ‚ ฮฑฮณฮฏฮฟฯ…ฯ‚ ฮบฮน ฮฎฯฮธฮต ฯƒฯ„ฮท ฮณฮทฯ‚ ฮฝฮฑ ฮบฮฑฮปฮฟฮบฮฑฯฮดฮฏฯƒฮตฮน ฯ„ฮฟฯ…ฯ‚ ฮฑฮฝฮธฯฯŽฯ€ฮฟฯ…ฯ‚.

ฮ— ฮผฮทฯ„ฮญฯฮฑ ฮผฮฟฯ…, ฮท ฮณฮฑฮถฮฏฮฑ, ฯ„ฮฟ ฮบฮฑฮฝฮฑฯฮฏฮฝฮน, ฮญฯ‡ฮฟฯ…ฮฝ ฯƒฮผฮฏฮพฮตฮน ฮฑฯ‡ฯŽฯฮนฯƒฯ„ฮฑ, ฮฑฮธฮฌฮฝฮฑฯ„ฮฑ ฮผฮญฯƒฮฑ ฯƒฯ„ฮฟ ฮผฯ…ฮฑฮปฯŒ ฮผฮฟฯ…ยท ฮดฮตฮฝ ฮผฯ€ฮฟฯฯŽ ฯ€ฮนฮฑ ฮฝฮฑ ฮผฯ…ฯฮฏฯƒฯ‰ ฮณฮฑฮถฮฏฮฑ, ฮฝโ€™ ฮฑฮบฮฟฯฯƒฯ‰ ฮบฮฑฮฝฮฑฯฮฏฮฝฮน, ฯ‡ฯ‰ฯฮฏฯ‚ ฮฝโ€™ ฮฑฮฝฮญฮฒฮตฮน ฮฑฯ€ฯŒ ฯ„ฮฟ ฮผฮฝฮฎฮผฮฑ ฯ„ฮทฯ‚ -ฮฑฯ€ฯŒ ฯ„ฮฟ ฯƒฯ€ฮปฮฌฯ‡ฮฝฮฟ ฮผฮฟฯ…- ฮท ฮผฮทฯ„ฮญฯฮฑ ฮผฮฟฯ… ฮบฮฑฮน ฮฝฮฑ ฯƒฮผฮฏฮพฮตฮน ฮผฮต ฯ„ฮท ฮผฯ…ฯฯ‰ฮดฮนฮฌ ฯ„ฮฟฯฯ„ฮท ฮบฮฑฮน ฯ„ฮฟ ฮบฮตฮปฮฌฮดฮทฮผฮฑ ฯ„ฮฟฯ… ฮบฮฑฮฝฮฑฯฮนฮฝฮนฮฟฯ.


Live Virtual Group Session: 12pm EST December 2nd 2020

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Our text for this session was the poem โ€œVespersโ€ by Louise Glรผck, posted below.

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 Vespers by Louise Glรผck
 ย 
 Once I believed in you; I planted a fig tree.
 Here, in Vermont, country
 of no summer. It was a test: if the tree lived,
 it would mean you existed.
 ย 
 By this logic, you do not exist. Or you exist
 exclusively in warmer climates,
 in fervent Sicily and Mexico and California,
 where are grown the unimaginable
 apricot and fragile peach. Perhaps
 they see your face in Sicily; here we barely see
 the hem of your garment. I have to discipline myself
 to share with John and Noah the tomato crop.
 ย 
 If there is justice in some other world, those
 like myself, whom nature forces
 into lives of abstinence, should get
 the lion's share of all things, all
 objects of hunger, greed being
 praise of you. And no one praises
 more intensely than I, with more
 painfully checked desire, or more deserves
 to sit at your right hand, if it exists, partaking
 of the perishable, the immortal fig,
 which does not travel. 

Louise Glรผck, โ€œVespers [once I believed in you]โ€ 
fromย The Wild Iris. 
Copyright ยฉ1992 by Louise Glรผck.