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For this session we read an excerpt from the memoir “Stay True” by Hua Hsu, posted below.

Our prompt was: “When the needle skipped…”

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An excerpt from the memoir "Stay True" by Hua Hsu.

You make a world out of the things you buy. Everything you 
pick up is a potential gateway, a tiny, cosmetic change that 
might blossom into an entirely new you. A bold shirt around 
which you base a new personality, an angular coffee table that 
might reboot your whole environment, that one enormous 
novel that all the fashionable English majors carry around. You 
buy things to communicate affiliation to a small tribe, hopeful 
you’ll encounter the only other person in line buying the same 
obscure things as you. Maybe I, too, will become the kind of 
person who has books like Infinite Jest casually strewn on his 
cool, angular coffee table. Maybe I’ll become the kind of per-
son who seems as if he should have that book but choose not 
to. I spent hours at Amoeba Music, walking back and forth in 
the same few sections (“Rock,” “Indie”). There was an entire 
other wing devoted to jazz and something called world music; 
I looked forward to one day becoming the type of person who 
understood these genres and, by extension the world. One day, 
I bought a jungle 12-inch based purely on a description I’d read 
in a magazine. At first, I thought the record was defective, since 
it was nothing but jittery drums and a bass line that kept mak-
ing the needle skip, Where was the rest of the song? But then I 
realized it was supposed to sound this way, that this bass line was 
a portal to somewhere new, and I couldn’t wait to hear more. I 
started picking up rave flyers at coffee shops and record stores. 
It was electrifying to think about how much more music there 
was in the world left to hear.

Credit: Hua Hsu

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For this session we read “We Are All in the Dumps with Jack and Guy: Two Nursery Rhymes with Pictures” by Maurice Sendak, posted below.

Our prompt was: “ Write about a home without walls.”

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Please join us for our next session Monday February 26th at 6pm EST, with more times listed on our Live Virtual Group Sessions.

“We Are All in the Dumps with Jack and Guy: Two Nursery Rhymes with Pictures” by Maurice Sendak

Credit: Maurice Sendak

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For this session we read a poem “By the Boulder Cluster the Wind” by A. R. Ammons, posted below.

Our prompt was: “I am shaped by…”

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By the Boulder Cluster the Wind by A. R. Ammons

By the boulder cluster the wind
struck up a dust-ghost,
A brothering shade and shadow,
And oh I said
that I could live lively as you
and have
no more to die

and the ghost tore
into a shackling shrub
and failed like sleet,
returning
shape’s interference
to clearing


The dust rearranging
to a new breeze
I gave up
the intermediate
paradise
and said so
all things do misty arisings
mistily depart,
shingling down
the rills and ruffles
of nothing-in-between.

Ammons, A. R. “By the Boulder Cluster the Wind.” 
The Hudson Review, vol. 30, no. 3, 1977, pp. 371–371. 

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For this session we read a book chapter titled “I’m Losing My Patients ” by Hilton Koppe from One Curious Doctor, posted below.

Our prompt was: “Write about the gift of knowing we are mortal.”

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I’m Losing My Patients by Hilton Koppe from One Curious Doctor

The blank death certificate sits in front of me.  No matter where a life starts, where it ventures, 
the Medical Certificate of Death is the concluding punctuation mark on a person’s medical 
narrative. 
     I approach the completion of the death certificate with reverence.  My final task in the care of 
a patient.  A moment to pause. Reflect. Say goodbye.  To honour their life within the rigid confines 
of a bureaucratic document.  
     This ritual is becoming increasingly frequent.
     My patients have been growing older with me.  Despite medicine’s advances and my best 
efforts, they are dying.  It is their time.  I’m losing my patients.
     Just last month, I lost three.  Lilly, my oldest patient, was an elegant matriarch.  Each of her 
frequent visits ended with her gently touching my arm and saying, “Bless you, Hilton”.  I had cared 
for her husband Don before his death.  Now it was Lilly’s turn.  Her heart was failing. “I hope that
one night I will go to sleep and wake up dead.  Just like Don did.”  Her wish came true a few days 
ago.  Who’s going to bless me now?
     Len had been a child throughout Germany’s bombing of London.  I had once ruined his 
Christmas by sending him to hospital to have a heart pacemaker inserted.  He would have died 
without it.  He wasn’t ready for that.  The pacemaker kept him going for another decade.  Not 
always easy years.  But “better than the alternative”, as he often said.  Len was a poet.  Each visit 
to me was accompanied by the gift of a poem, “From when the muse was upon me”.  The last 
time I saw him he told me he was feeling better than he had for years.  Another gift.  He woke up 
dead the following week. 
     Joe had been a postman during the times when delivering the mail included many a garden 
path conversation.  Even as his dementia progressed, Joe still enjoyed animated conversations.  I 
loved how his disconnection with the present transported us to a simpler time.  Until that gift too 
was snuffed out by dementia’s relentless march.
     I finish writing the death certificate.  I pause and offer gratitude for the blessings, the poems, 
the conversations and all the other gifts my patients have shared with me, and I walk out to greet 
my next patient.  The waiting room is full.  Many familiar faces look my way.
     I am troubled by a nagging thought, a persistent pestering question.  Who will be next? 


Credit: Hilton Koppe

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For this session we read a poem “I See My Bones In No Other ” by Liz Quirke from The Road, Slowly, posted below.

Our prompt was: “Write about your people.”

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I See My Bones In No Other by Liz Quirke from The Road, Slowly

Credit: Liz Quirke

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For this session we read a poem “Destruction” by Joanne Kyger from A Book of Luminous Things, Czeslaw Milosz, Editor, posted below.

Our prompt was: “Write about going through it.”

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"Destruction" by Joanne Kyger from A Book of Luminous Things, Czeslaw Milosz, Editor

First of all do you remember the way a bear goes through 
a cabin when nobody is home? He goes through 
the front door. I mean he really goes through it. Then 
he takes the cupboard off the wall and eats a can of lard.

He eats all the apples, limes, dates, bottled decaffeinated 
coffee, and 35 pounds of granola. The asparagus soup cans 
fall to the floor. Yum! He chomps up Norwegian crackers 
stashed for the winter. And the bouillon, salt, pepper, 
paprika, garlic, onions, potatoes.

		                   He rips the Green Tara
poster from the wall. Tries the Coleman Mustard. Spills 
the ink, tracks in the flour. Goes up stairs and takes 
a shit. Rips open the water bed, eats the incense and 
drinks the perfume. Knocks over the Japanese tansu 
and the Persian miniature of a man on horseback watching 
a woman bathing.

	               Knocks Shelter, Whole Earth Catalouge, 
Planet Drum, Northern Mists, Truck Tracks, and 
Women’s Sports into the oozing water bed mess.
			                      He goes
down stairs and out the back wall. He keeps on going 
for a long way and finds a good cave to sleep it all off.
Luckily he ate the whole medicine cabinet, including stash 
of LSD, Peyote, Psilocybin, Amanita, Benzedrine, Valium 
and aspirin. 

Credit: Milosz, Czeslaw, ed. A Book of Luminous Things (1997). Harcourt, Brace & Company.